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luxrayluv
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Posted by luxrayluv - January 28th, 2023


Boy, this account sure went stagnant for a while! I was really enjoying digital drawing, but I forgot to buy CSP before it went into the blasted subscription model so I have to learn another program and I just can't muster the strength to do so right now.


Of course, my absence doesn't really matter to anyone, which I suppose is the benefit of not being a big-time artist or anything wacky like that. That being said, I wanted to post this on the off chance that one or two of the folks who see my stuff were wondering where I went.


I'm kinda going through it right now, and it's been a bit tough. School's been biting at me, I'm still unable to reach out to people and make new friends, I've been covering up how stressed out and anxious I've been lately so folks don't worry, and I'm getting tired. I can't tell the one person I talk to daily about how messy I feel because I don't want them to be concerned. I'll get through this––I always do––but it's a toss-up between letting people be worried and getting support or feeling utterly alone but not worrying anyone. Neither choice is perfect, I suppose.


That being said! I'm not sure how often I'll post anything here in the near future. To anyone reading this far, I hope that something good happens to you today :-) Life is full of good things, and I can only hope that y'all are getting what you need out of it


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